surrounded

this is like a positive vent?? today wasn't the best but it felt very welcoming to be surrounded by close family members, my cousin is joining the navy and we were celebrating for him across the valley. i've known him ever since i was little and im gonna miss him
on the other hand i've been trying to get outside more because i've noticed that my mood has improved on talking with real life people and i feel more confident. currently i need to figure out a way to gain a friendship or two back, i know these two people are really important so i feel the need to at least try to please them. one i had recently met, one i've had since fourth grade. both are really incredible people.
this picture was actually inspired by the "Joan of Arc" map Alli cat had hosted on youtube.